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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 19:23:15 GMT -5
 ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She didn't understand how someone could make her feel so safe, when she knew her father would be waiting for her, and when she didn't turn up for her holidays, he would come for her. The thought of her father coming for her, scared her. Sh would normally do what he told her too. Never had she obeyed him, yet. She felt him pull hr close to him, resting her head on his chest and closed her eyes listening to his heart beat. A good memory, most of them she couldn't remember anymore. Te only thing she thought was a good memory was her 1st year at hogwarts. She remembered everything of that day, mostly. She sighed, "I can't remember anything good of my life."
[/b] She said and opened her eyes letting him move away. She wanted to tell him that she was pregnant with her own fathers baby, the thought sickened her. She didn't no what to do, or how to get rid of it. She didn't really want to sleep, everything going through her mind was something she needed to think about. She sat there one the floor. She pulled her knees into her chest and leaned her chin on her knee. She fell silent and starred blankly at the wall ahead of hr.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 19:28:18 GMT -5
He smiled warmly.. "Put a pillow between your legs it'll help your stomach.." He stated, he cvould see it now. The way she had walked earlier the way she leaned. Though nausia really shouldn't happen till fourth months. He watched Roxanne. "Well you met me.. that's a good thing right.. you've had to have some sort of random make out session with a fellow student.. or think about being here at hogwarts instead of at home, that mustb e a hapy thought.. Sleep and I'll watch over you." HE just wanted to lay by her and hold her, but he knew better. so he stay on his side of the room, wanting to make sure she went to sleep. Usualy when your stomach hurt during the first couple of months it meant you were having a miscarrage. He wasn't about to mention that to her
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 19:36:38 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She looked at him, well, she could think of things while she was trying to fall asleep. She took the pillow and placed it against her stomach before lying down, she sighed and looked at him one last time before she laid her head down. Then she continued to talk to him. "Yes, meeting you has been nice, probably the highlight of my life."
[/b] She said and sighed. She smiled and closed her eyes thinking of how much she was worrying about her sister. She could pretend she was asleep, so that way he would go to sleep then she could sit up and think deeply. For now she would have to lay there with her eyes closed. She drifted into thought of her and Dorrian, how they couldn't be because of age its self. She quickly removed the thought from her head and tried to think of something else. She opened one eye to see if he was asleep yet, or not.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 19:43:50 GMT -5
He leaned back against the opposite wall from her. Crossed his arms and watched her try to fall asleep. He started to hum lightly which turned into a soft Italian song. It was something he sang to his little sister when she couldn't selep. He continued tow atch her as he continued to humm. His eys eventually closing, but he was still awake. A few deep breaths and then he became silent as he began to fall asleep. Maybe a half hour later, he would end up opening his eyes, but they would shut instantly and he would end up laying down on the floor. Some how subconsciously as he slept, he removed his shirt leaving him in just pj bottoms. He might have been awake, but by morning he wouldn't remember how his shirt got off. He continued to sleep, every now and then turning on his side.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 19:52:49 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
Seeing as he had fallen asleep she stood up quietly and went into the classroom feeling quite sick. She clenched her stomach but carried on walking. As she got into the classroom after leaving him to sleep. She sat down in one of the seats and sighed. She didn't know why but she couldn't sleep. Not with everything like this. She stood up and walked over the window sitting down by it and leaned her head against the wall. She defiantly couldn't sleep with this pain. She ran her hand threw her hair and moved it over her shoulder. She rubbed her fingers against the wall feeling its texture. She winced slightly, she would soon get use to the pain. It got stronger, the pain. She groaned slightly at the feeling and put her head in her hands. Was he still asleep, or noticed she had gone? Then she thought she saw someone with her, was that her father?! She rapidly moved back into some desks and her eyes began to water as her got closer and went to touch her forehead. She closed her eyes and opened them again seeing nothing. Her heart thumping in her rib cage.
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 20:41:08 GMT -5
If she was having a miscarriage then he would need to know.. because shewould have to go to the infirmary or she could die. her cousin was into medicine.. and such and he had helped her study. She always wanted to make sure she was ready to try and pass a test into medical school. The point of a period was to get rid of the lning of the wall.. If a lining was there say because of a pregnancy and stayed after thepregnancy it could lead to the death of the women. He woke up hearing a noise. Looking around she wasn't in the room. He stood up and slipped on a shirt. Moving around his hand moved through his hair and he moved towards the window, looking into the classroom there she was and she didn't look good. He hurried down the steps from the office and towards her. "Come on.. come on.. were going to the wing now.. I'll just say I ran into you stumbling in the hallway trying to get to the wing.. " He picked her up, feeling she was a bit wet. This wasn't good and he knew it. He looked down to her and kissed her on the lips, before heading out of the room with her in his arms and down the hall to the infirmary.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 20:53:03 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She was hallucinating, she must of been, her father wasn't really her with her. He couldn't of been, it was Hogwarts, he couldn't get in without staff being alerted. She was confused and scared. She didn't feel so good, and in her head she was blaming the person she blamed her whole life for. She looked up seeing Dorrian come to wards her. She didn't say anything at first, she just starred at that spot. She didn't want to go there, she hated it in there. It was so lonely in there, thats why she hadn't gone when she hurt her leg. "No, i don't want to go to the Hospital Wing, i'm fine, i'm fine."
[/b] She said, she wasn't fine, far from it. She looked at him as he kissed her, after that she looked away holding back the smile she had inside her.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 21:03:22 GMT -5
He didn't say anything to her words, she wasn't fine, not at all and it would kill her if he didn't. bring her. He held held her in his arms close to him. Soon they were at the wing. "Someone help.. Please.." The nurse came in as he placed her down. "She's not fine.. I found her stumbling in the hall.. I think she's having a miscarriage." He showed the nurse his arm, the liquid had gotten onto his arm. The nurse told him she'd take care of it from there and he back up and waited out in the hall, the curtains being pulled around as the nurse would take care of everything. Meaning getting the remains of what had formed out as well as the wall.. and then would give her something for the period and some medicine to relax before she would even come and get him. It would feel like hours for him.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 21:17:38 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
Being placed down onto one of the many white beds she looked at him helplessly. Does this mean the thing inside her had died? To many people, it would be a upsetting story for them, from her view, she was happy. Now she had nothing that reminded her of that man she use to call her Father. She watched as the nurse started doing what she had too. "Will it hurt?"
[/b] She asked the nurse. She simply shook her head, she wasn't going to do this while she was awake and could feel everything? She shifted back a bit away from the nurse, giving her some sort of medication, she took it. After only a few moments, she was feeling drowsy, her eyelids struggling to stay open. "Dorrian.."[/b] Her eyes closed and she fell asleep, or what seemed it. While he nurse did everything she had to, she did the painful stuff first while she was unconscious on the bed and would leave the less painful things till she was awake. Her eyelids flickered open, how long had it been? She struggled to get her eyes to focus, but they did eventually. She looked around seeing the curtain had been removed for the moment. What now? She rubbed her forehead and moved her hand down to her thigh. She could feel some pain, but that was expected, she really wanted to know how long she was out for. "How long was i out for?"[/b] She asked, the nurse turning to her. "About a hour or so."[/i] She replied and turned back.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 21:27:19 GMT -5
He had washed his arms and then went back to the empty classroom and changed into some clothes. Then he moved out of the classroom and back to the infirmary to see the s tudent. Yes the student, no emotional attachement what so ever.. that's how it would need to look. He walked into the room wearing his quidditch shirt and some sweat pants.
He stood in the doorway and the nurse came over to him and talked to him outside in the hall. He did mostly nodding. He needed to keep her calm. Said it was good he was checking the halls when he had. HE did some more nodding, he would have to make sure she drank some water and something thatm ight help her sleep and for pain. Moving towards the girl after the speech from the nurse he watched her closely. "How are you doing Ms. Ashford." He looked back to the nurse and gave a nod with a small smile and the nurse went out the room. He then looked back to the girl with a warm smile.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 21:49:32 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
Her eyes wandered around the Hospital Wing, seeing each bed finely made with perfect white sheets. The smell of medicine hung in the air. She breathed in then exhaled. Running her hand threw her hair. The pain still lingered in her body, but not as bad as it was earlier. So she had been here for a hour or so. She moved her pillow up a bit and sat up a bit leaning against the bed. Her mind drifted off as she looked at the wall. Outside the wing she saw the Nurse and Professor talking, well mostly.
She looked at the floor and looked back up when she saw him walking over. Her eyes sunk a bit as she looked at him. She shrugged and looked away. "I am fine now." She said and looked at him. "Thank you" She said and looked away.
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 21:53:42 GMT -5
He pulled the curtain just a bit for a moment. He'd just act like it had been there the entire time if someoen came. He doubled check to see if anyone was coming before he moved to sit on the edge of the bed. Leaning down he kissed her on the lips. "Good" He knew it was wrong with the lasws and such, but it felt right. But maybe it was because she had been the first person he kissed since.. well her cousin. Which made the situation seem even worse. He cleared it all from his mind. He stood up and moved to sit in a chair. "Good"
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 22:08:12 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She looked at him as he pulled some off the curtain round and moved himself onto the bed she as laying in. A smile broke as he kissed her, looked away and bit down on her lower lip. Her head was telling how she could be so stupid, she knew something like that wasn't aloud, bur her heart told her to just, go with the flow. Her eyes simply dropped down as she looked away. She couldn't do much, not at the moment. Well, until the nurse said she could leave. Which she hoped was soon, because she couldn't stand the smell. She stayed quiet, she wasn't sure what to say. She wanted to kiss him back, but she couldn't.
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 22:14:50 GMT -5
" I am suppose to make sure you drink a glass of water then some medicine to help you sleep and then another glass of water all while keeping you calm.. It's such a hard task.."He joked sarcasticly.. that 17 year old boy coming back to him, not that it already had truelly left him. He could relate to al ot of the students. "I'm sorry about the.. w" He paused and point to his lip to refrence the kiss. "Just glad your alright." Maybe it would blow over.. maybe it was just some short thing and once someone else he found to be really attractive and get along with comes along that Roxanne would really just become like his sister.. the way it probably should be.. and yet at the moment he didn't care, something to him to just go with the flow .He hated that feeling though, it tore him apparents.. to do what was right but other standards or by what he wanted.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 22:33:44 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She smiled and shrugged looking at him. "Oh, how unlucky for you."
[/b] She said looking away with a smile on her face. She moved her pillow around to get comfortable as she could. She turned her gaze to him. "No, it is ok." She replied not paying much attention to things. She didn't really mind it, as long as no one found out about it of course. "Well, i'm use to the pain."[/b] She looked at the floor and sighed. She hadn't felt so much of confused in a long time.[/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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