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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 10:56:55 GMT -5
"Then your sister will come live with me too.. Don't worry it'll be all fine.." He would set something up with the ministry. Tell them about her father.. that he was going to take them in and that he'd set a spell or two to silent alarm the ministry.. when he steps into the house. He figured he'd end up almost dead.. almost the key word, by the time they would come.. or that he'd do something forbidden to get him put in Azkaban.
"Don't worry about your father.." He hugged her tight and placed a gentle friendly kiss on her cheek. Backing away from her a bit. He smiled lightly towards the girl.
"Well I am a Chaser fothe Puddlemere United.. which means gatherings... free tickets.. free food for those that I list under family. Just have to add your name to the list. Alot of times Quidditch team get togethers for dinner, bring along close friends and family. They pay for my.. our living.. It's a nice little place.. and then the money I do get I spend on my siblings mostly.. " He was very glad for the Quidditch team signing him with his conditions. If it wasn't for the team they wouldn't have a home. THe money that he did get wasn't a huge amount of money.. it allowed him to pay half the bills ,get food and necessities for those in the house hold. The perks of being a pro quidditch player were great though and did help.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 11:14:45 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She knew her father would end up getting her, the longer she was gone for, the more that he got annoyed and angry. It happened to her sister when she ran away, he found her and hit her a few times and made her stay in her room for a very long time. Her and her sister had always stayed out of his way in the future, she hated the fact that she couldn't show her opinion without getting shouted at, her opinions had to b the same as her dads. Which she didn't like, she sighed. Sh wasn't sure if it was a good idea both her and her sister live with someone else. Her sister got scared easily and got worried of her father. Sh went red slightly as he kissed her cheek after hugging her, but she didn't really care much.
Roxanne was quite skinny because lack of food, she would use her birthday money or Christmas money to buy loads of food and hide it in her bedroom, her sister was much skinnier than she was though. She smiled, she wasn't much of a fan of Qudditch though, she only watched it when she had to watch it which was, only at school during the qudditch seasons. She looked at the floor and her hair fell over her shoulder. "I'm pretty sure my father will find me after a while."
[/b] She said and looked at him.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 11:31:02 GMT -5
"Your father will end up in Azkaban.. I'll make sure of it.. " He said with anger in his voice. He watched her. "He's not going to make a move.. if he does well he's dumb... the minstry will have a close eye and because of my status in quidditch and having people want me dead already. Someone checks up on me almost every day." He looked at her closely. "Your coming to stay with me.. your father ends up coming to the house.. then He'll end up in Azkaban or I will.." He ran a hand against her hair. He wasn't sure what else to say. He stayed quiet for a bit. He just went back to hold her. Should he walk her back? Just let her stay here .. and cry and let everything else out. He was a good listener.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 12:12:28 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She closed her eyes for a brief moment, then opened them. Her eyes felt heavier than usual, she breather in and let it out. She wanted to collapse onto the floor and just lay there. She rubbed her neck and smiled. This was probably the first time someone had bothered to do something nice for her, not because she was in Slytherin either. If her father ended up in azkaban, then everything would be fine, well, mostly of course. Her hands felt cold, she rubbed them together to warm them up. Something about him, she felt that she could trust him. Whether it was because he went out with her older cousin or that he had helped her, she didn't know. "Well, my father can be very violent a lot of the time and will hurt anyone, even if they haven't done anything."
[/b] She said and looked away from him. Every time he would touch her or hug her, she felt, well she didn't know. She didn't want to offend him by pulling away from him, he could take it the wrong way. She knew it was forbidden but, this wasn't making it any better for her, the fact that they had hugged each other. Roxanne just wanted to hold on to him but that couldn't be aloud. It would mean that emotion would get moved and things wouldn't get any better.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 16:57:47 GMT -5
He smiled watching her.. No it wasn't good being so close to her. The more he was near her.. the more he wanted to kiss her. But waht if she liked himm.. what if it was one night make out session. NO.. no.. he shook the image out of his head. After all he was in love with her cousin. Before he realized what he was doing, he was leaning. When he realized he was leaning. He stood up and moved back a bit. Taking a seat in the desk opposit her. He would be safe he kept that small distance from her.
" I know... your cousin had to use magic on me.. so I wouldn't go and yell at the man my self.. he would have killed me off the back, she said it would be because of well being muggle born and not a slytherin." Though he wished so much that it could have been him instead of her.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 17:18:59 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
Her eyes gazed to wards the window. She stood up and walked over looking out of it. The stars where out, when she was little, she would name them all. She smiled as she would remember times in her back garden with her sister. The mud pies and the endless games of tag. She looked up and couldn't help but smile. Everything she had been through, she went through with her sister. It made her feel warm inside, it really did. Roxanne had to keep her distance from him, she didn't want anything to happen since every time they got close she liked him more. A horrible feeling erupted in her stomach and she grabbed her stomach and tensed. Such a rare feeling she got, she didn't understand why she got it, it quickly went away and she turned to face him. She leaned herself against something.
She nodded, if he could have any reason to kill a muggle born none Slytherin, he would. He would use it as practice for himself. She shuddered at the thought of seeing her dad kill someone she knew, and was close too. "If he got the chance, he would kill most none-Slytherins, which really worries me a lot, since that would be a lot of witches and wizards."
[/b] She said and sighed. "If you ever tried to tell him things, what was right and wrong, he would.."[/b] She couldn't finish her sentence, her father abused them for what he thought was the right reasons, but they weren't. She still remembered that night when he had drunk to much fire whiskey and she tried to tell him not too. He was drunk and Roxanne was vulnerable, only being fourteen at the time.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 17:25:01 GMT -5
"I know..." After all he had failed to leave out that it was her fathe that killed her cousin. He knew it was. It was just too weird of news.. it was out of place.. and under the circumstances, he knew it was her father. He noticed her lean against the wall "Roxanne are you alright." Great, he slowly became upset with himself, he had called her by her first name. He moved towards her because of the posture she ws in. "What's wrong?" He moved his hand to tuck her hair behind her ear and he caught himself, his hand moving down down before it moved towards her. It looked more like a random gesture.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 17:33:50 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
Their was always a secret the Ashford's held, and her one she couldn't tel to anyone was, her father would rape her sister and her when we was very drunk. She was the lucky sister, she had reported it so many times, but no one did anything. This, had killed the real Roxanne Ashford. After all of this, no one knew the real her anymore. She couldn't possibly believe that someone would come up to her and say, they knew the real her. They couldn't of, that side of her died. Her lively side that was full of life and always looking for trouble. Now, she was always by herself and alone. She wouldn't be able to go back to her normal self till her dad was either dead or locked away forever.
Her head fell to one side, which she did on purpose. It was something she did when trying to think of a possible lie to say. "No, i'm perfectly fine, just a quick pain in my stomach thats all."
[/b] She looked at him and shrugged. "I missed dinner." She lied to him, she was in the great hall but she sat by herself near the back. No one bothered her that way, apart from her sister. "It is nothing."[/b] She responded, she saw his hand move but thought nothing of it.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 17:41:36 GMT -5
He watched her concerned. " I don't care..." He backtracked to what they had first whispered. He had ran a hand across her cheek before tucking her hair behind her ear. " I want you to come live with me and my siblings.." He kissed her forehead. His eyes moved towards the door for a moment. "Come lay down.." He extended his hand to her. He would lead her up the staircase to his little room in the office. HIs eyes moved towards the girl.
He wanted to get to know the girl. There had to be some part of her left un touched by her father. Some part that maybe he could get out of her and bring more out of her. If not.. maybe he could trigger something in her head. about her old personality. There was good in her, he could tell, he could see it in her eyes and it made him want to kiss her even more.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 18:05:41 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She looked at him as he ran his hand across her cheek, then tucking her hair behind her ear. She closed her eyes for a second before opening them looking at him. She nodded. "I shall come with you,"
[/b] she answered to him. "but, i don't want to leave my sister alone with him." She said referring to her father, she didn't want him to get angry and kill her sister. That would be the icing on the cake to him, but to her, it would be the end of the world. The one person she had gone through everything with, through thick and fine. She was willing to give her life for her sisters life, if her sister was safe she was fine. For now, both of them were safe in the hogwarts walls. She looked at his hand for a moment and took it. Would make things worse would it? The pains in her stomach weren't there anymore, but when they did come the were painful, very for that matter. She sighed and looked to the floor. The old her was, well, she could hardly remember it, she couldn't remember anything about her old self. It was sad really.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 18:12:59 GMT -5
He let go over hand and moved to spread out the sleeping back.. it could fit two and he had another for covers. Though he'd probably sleep in the classroom and allow her to sleep here. He smiled for a moment allowing it to fade. "well she can come stay with us as well.. or I can find someone I trust to take her in.. someone close to the ministry whether in or not." He smile watching the girl who he had taken an interest in. He stood back up and then watched her a moment, before sitting down on one sit of the sleeping bag, his back leaning against the desk.
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 18:28:05 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She followed him into the room where he had a sleeping bag. There was something he hadn't told anyone, not even her own sister. It happened a month ago, but she had noticed it since she had become ill a lot. She watched as he sat down, so, she sat down on the floor. Her eyes wandered and she scratched the back of her neck. She wanted to tell him, but she was to scared to mention anything. She placed her hand on her thigh and sighed. "I don't want any harm coming to my sister, i would rather me die than her."
[/b] She cared a lot for her sister, she didn't no why but she did. "i wanted to tell you something,but i don't in some ways."[/b] she said looking at him. OOC}} Sorry it is short.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 18:35:31 GMT -5
He watched her. "I can arrange her to stay with a really good family or with us" He moved to sit next to her. His hand moved towards her to comfort her. "She will be fine.." His fingers moved around her fingers, lifting each of her fingers as if observing them closely, but he wasn't. He turned his head to look towards her, his nose almost touching her cheerk. "You can tell me anything.." He wanted to kiss her, he didn't know what to do. He knew the age thing was bad if only they would have met on her graduation day.. or when she turned 18 or 20. He smiled looking back down to her hair. "Your safe here.. you can trust me.."
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Post by Roxanne Maria Ashford on Aug 13, 2009 18:57:34 GMT -5
ROXANNE MARIA ASHFORD !!
She watched as he lifted her fingers up, with her other hand she rested it upon her stomach to see if i would make the pain go away, or see if it would help the pain at least. The last thing she wanted was hearing something had happened to her sister, then people would see how violent a Ashford could be. Her heart was mostly set on keeping her sister safe at all costs. "If he does anything to my sister then I'll deal with it myself."
[/b] She said and felt him sit next to her. After she had mentioned about telling him something she could feel his breath against her cheek. It made the hairs on the back of her neck stand upon end. She didn't really know how to say it, but she had too. "About a month ago, my Father was drunk, very drunk. Luckily, my sister wasn't home. He become annoyed that he could never get another women because of his divorce with my mother, he grew annoyed. Without warning he came into my room and.."[/b] She felt a tear drip down her face onto her cheek. "He raped me."[/b] She bit onto her lower lip as more tears came streaming out her eyes.[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by Dorrian Carthage on Aug 13, 2009 19:06:29 GMT -5
He placed his arms around her, bringing her close to him, so that her head could rest against his chest. 'That bastard' he thought to himself. "He won't get away with it.. I won't let him." He noticed her hand go towards her stomach. 'oh god..' he thought hoping his thoughts were wrong. He kissed the side of her head. "Everythings fine.. your fine.. you don't have to ever see him again.." He kissed the top of her head again, running his hand across her hair. "You should get some sleep..ok.. don't think about it.. " He looked around and stayed quiet for a moment, holding her close still. He tilted her head to look towards him with one hand, then used the same hand to get the tears away from her cheek. "Think of something else.. think of a good memory.." He watched her closely, there was no way he could kiss her now, someone that was violated by a man, her father. He didn't understand how she could even allow him to be so close to her. "Sleep will be good for you" He let go of her and moved to the other side of the office spreading out the other sleeping bag. He wasn't sure of what else to do. He knew she probably didn't want to be near guy.
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